August 25, 2021

There were no seals today

We left no footprints

Only bubbles and ripples upon the water

Where we broke through the liquid glass

Dappled with sea foam and a few early leaves, brown and wet like our skin

Our orange buoys followed close behind us, beacons to each other and the eyes in the trees, the houses

Watching

Bright green seaweed reached up towards us from below, swaying ever so gently upon the tidal currents

One glowing white yellow jelly loomed below in the murky water

I swam towards it, caution and curiosity holding hands

Like a proud bride, owning the room, the white billowing dress feathered in sinewy strands, the dance commenced

In utter silence. There was no band, no DJ, no voices

In slow motion the jellyfish opened its bell, opened and ever so peacefully rose towards the sky below the water

Lace and ribbons of white appeared below the bell flower, I sucked in air and stared through the water again

At the edge of the dance, I watched and waited like a wallflower waiting to be asked onto the floor

To spin and twirl and dance among its tendrils, to live within the folds of lace

So delicate, so steady—raw and white as fresh snowflakes

I knew nothing would remain of us here

No feet to leave marks upon a bottomless floor

No forgotten belongings, no wilted corsage or grass stained veil strewn over a folding chair

The water would erase everything

Melt everything

We would leave no trace, just raw water

But we both will remember we danced here

It is written upon the memory of the waves, held in the air within a single bubble

I know this for the bubble was mine

And it burst

And I kept dancing through saltwater for dear life

Swimming helps me breathe

I swim to breathe and breathe to swim

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